Really surprised

Its been almost a month now that I haven't talk to Rober and, to be honest, I've been thinking of him from time to time. But, I'm talking to someone that I like and he help me from not thinking about Robert.

I met this guy on Plenty of Fish in January a week or so before I left to FL. His name is Charles, from Newman, Georgia. He's white, 30 years old, have a car, have a job and he's a nice person.

We've been talking more and more after Robert incident. Each day and everyday Robert fade away and I being to like Charles more.

So the past weekend on friday, he came over to my place after i got off work and surprise me with the roses.

He knew that I had a bad day at work and he been thinking about getting me something all day that day. So, to make me a little happy and to show me that he cares, he surprise me with the roses and including himself.

I was shocked. I couldnt stop smiling. He's the first person that actually got me something and the first person to actually surprise me. And my heart melt. Lol.

Saturday we hung out at the bar with his friends and I enjoyed it. It was different from the city and that's the reason why I liked it.

Sunday we hung out again. We enjoy each other companies but I have this kind of feelings inside of me and I really don't know what it is. Lonely, hunger for more attention, boredom, need more of the extra ump make or something? I just don't know what it is that I'm feeling. But I like the guy though.