I haven't been blogging in forever. Been too busy with work after my 2 weeks of vaycay in Ft. Myers, FL couple of months back. Yes, I went back down to Florida and guess what? Same shit happen. He disrespect me in front of my face with his texting. Yes, he was caking on the phone in front of me with another guy. We argued. I was about to pack up and leave once again but he made me stay abit longer.
So we talked it out. I let him know how I feel and how I felt about him texting all the time in front of my face. He apologized and everything was cool after that.
I know it was a waste of time but in a way its not because I was still in love with him. And when you're in love with someone, nothing seems like its a waste of time because you cherish only the happy moments you have with that person. And that's what I did with him. I cherished only the happy moments I have with him.
So you can say it was a good/bad idea to go back down there because I left with a good terms with him. We know we can't be together, we know we love each other and we know we can be friends from now. And we going to leave it like that.
I went to Miami to vist my friend after I left Robert's place. I love it there. It was beautiful and really nice weather. I can't wait to go back.
Now back to the present......
I've been busting my ass off at work. I'm a waiter at a Chinese restaurant. Blah..... boring. But it helps pay my bills.
Im not talking to anyone at the moment. No one wants to talk to me but its ok. Im find with that. Im too busy to look anyways. Trying to get my life back together and make that money shawty. Lol
And oh, I have a crush on someone.......
.......to be continue.