Going through depression

I was feeling great for the past couple of days after I got fired. I have my family and friends supporting me and helping me find a job.

Now I feel like shit. I just received my last big check and it all went to bills. I begin to cry because I have no more money in my bank. I feel like I'm going through my hard time now. I have nothing. I have no income to help me get through this.

I feel like I got what I deserve but then again I shouldn't deserve this. I shouldn't deserve to go through this. I've done nothing wrong but you know it is what it is.

I feel bad because my brother have to buy me food and gas. My sister is helping me out with my car insurance. My friends want to take me out for lunch or dinner it whatever. I don't want to be a burden to them. I don't want to depend on them because I'm uses to be so independented.

I'm crying because of so many things is running in my mind. Its sucks to be jobless.