i went to sleep just fine that night i hung out with panda and them because i was super drunk. and the next morning i woke up upset.
my dream was a replay from that night at the bar and in my dream, after the bar, my brother and i went home then panda showed up from no where. he was about to follow me to my room but then my brother burst out ‘i didn’t get a thank you?’
i was like ‘thank you for what?’
‘for making panda dance with you.’ he said.
i was mad at both of them because they pity me and the only person that i actually got mad at was panda because he know that i like him. he led me on. then i got really angry because he didn’t say anything. he just sit there and text to one of the guy he met that night.
and then i woke up from my dream.
i was like wtf! and then got upset. lol what a stupid ass dream. but then, think again, maybe that was happening for real. they might did that behind my back. who knows right? but i’m not letting it get to me. i’m all good boo.
later on….
my friend read my tumblr and text me if i’m okay. i was like ‘yup. y? shouldn’t i be okay?’
“u shouldn’t stress urself about panda. if a person sees u happy then they will become interested. just like when u see him happy n living his life u become interested and wanna be involved.
it works both ways. that’s why i was always so stuck up. even when i was depressed about a guy i kicked myself in the ass and made myself happy.
happiness is the best revenge.
that’s my new status lol.
and even if u don’t end up with that person, u will make them regret what they have lost.
<3”
i start on laughing because it sound so true and i’m beginning to believe it. lol
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