it’s friday night and i’m finally going out tonight. i haven’t been out for a long time. i mainly stay home and bored myself by watching tv series on dvd. but tonight i finally said to myself that “i need a life and by having a life, i need to go out and mingle.”
i feel kind of bad right now because amy (my close friend) call earlier today to ask me to go out with her and the north side friends to shoot some pools. knowing me, i always say “i’ll think about it and i’ll call you back” but i didn’t call back to let her know. maybe the reason why is that i don’t want to be the odd one out. it seems like a its a couples thing but we all interact with each other really well even tho it is or isn’t. i know, i know, i’m over thinking it and i alway have been.
tonight, instead of going out with them, i’m going to go hang out with my brother and his best friend and our other friends at the gay bar.
i told myself that i’m not gonna go to blake’s anymore because i just don’t like the atmosphere there. or, maybe the people there or maybe both. don’t get me wrong, sometime its fun and sometime is not but most of the time its not.
but tonight, i going to try and have fun. i need to have fun. i need to get out from my striahgt group from friends and really really really need to make a new gay group of friends.
omj!!! its 12:47am and i need to get out the house!!!! lol.
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