Wednesday, March 7, 2012

COMING AT ME ALL AT ONCE…


as i’m trying to get to know craig and worrying about my trip to savannah for my grandma 100th day from her death. two other guy from the same jack’d app try to talk and get to know me as well. well, one is trying to get to know me and the other just want to meet up and just fuck because he really love asian men and their dick and the other reason is because his open relationship partner went out of town.
i was about to hook up with him on that friday night but something came up with his friend and i was drinking with my family after the temple. so that night was fucked up and i really didn’t care because all i worried about was my grandma 100th ceremony weekend.
saturday came around, went to the temple in the morning and went to work afterward. i want to get that day so i can head out to savannah after the temple but i got stuck working. later that day me and that guy that want to hook up email each other back and forth and wanted to see me that night after i get off work. i told him that i would love to but i can’t because it will be too late and i have to drive down to savannah right after. so that hookup was never meant to be. lol.
while trying to hookup with that guy and still getting to know craig, this young guy name markese want to get to know me. so i gave him a chance as well. i don’t know why this shit is happening. when i want someone like panda or want love or emotional and lonely, i can’t have love or panda. but when i don’t want no one or talking to someone, that’s when everyone come at me at once and try to get to know and stuff. it’s too much for me but i like. lol. i’m weird, i know.

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